Monday, July 18, 2011

Scan Results - June 29th

It has been several weeks and every time I sit to write on this blog I have absolutely no words.  I've found it frustrating and disturbing.  For now I will just share my first words written in a notebook when the doctor called June 29th to share the good results of my scan.

"I find that in this moment the realness of the situation settles in.  I find that I can't shut off the tears.  Why would I cry in a happy moment as this?  It's the undeserved grace and gift that I've been given.  It's the fact that God CHOSE to heal me, for now at least.  I have done nothing to deserve this and I'm humbled that I have been given a gift that so many are not given.  Why?"