It has been several weeks and every time I sit to write on this blog I have absolutely no words. I've found it frustrating and disturbing. For now I will just share my first words written in a notebook when the doctor called June 29th to share the good results of my scan.
"I find that in this moment the realness of the situation settles in. I find that I can't shut off the tears. Why would I cry in a happy moment as this? It's the undeserved grace and gift that I've been given. It's the fact that God CHOSE to heal me, for now at least. I have done nothing to deserve this and I'm humbled that I have been given a gift that so many are not given. Why?"